Monday, April 7, 2008

Orgasmic Thoughts

One night i couldn't sleep. i was tossing and turning so i decided to write an e mail to my (ex) Master for Him to enjoy when He arrived at work. The following is a fantasy i had/sometime still have while cumming earlier that day. God bless "the rabbit"(platinum) - best vibrator out there!


i'm directed into a large private office/study within a large old house, wood panelling half way up the walls, books line half of one wall, there's a fireplace with 2 arm chairs and a small table between to the left, straight ahead there's a huge oak desk, behind the desk a large bay window. You are seated behind the desk busy, You don't even look up.

i stand just inside the door, dressed in a new tailor made black suit, tight black pencil skirt about an inch or so above the knee with a side split, crisp white blouse, lace top black hold ups, 5" high heeled black patent leather shoes, a white lace push up bra, no panties. This isn't an outfit i had picked out for myself, i had been given very clear exact instructions as to how i was to look and present myself to this man, this stranger behind the desk. Among my other instructions was that i was under no circumstances to wear panties/knickers/thong nothing of any description that would prevent my cunt from being bare and open for use. my cunt was to be waxed completely clean, perfectly smooth.

After what seems like hours but in reality was only about 5 mins i start to wonder if You even know i'm there. i shift from one foot to another wondering if maybe i should say something. Before i even have time to but my thought into action i jump when You bark at me to "stand still".. Your head never rising from the desk. my heart beating even faster, the muscles in my cunt contract and i feel a tiny drop of cum run down my thigh. Finally You sit back in Your chair and look up. You start from my feet and slowly look me up, taking everything in. i have to fight the urge to fidget, keeping my hands close to my sides.

"So Your the little whore i've spent over 9 months of my time chatting to"

"Yes Master"

"and why are You here?"

"i'm here Master because i am ready to be Your personal fuck toy, Your whore for You to use and discard as You please.... i'm here to pay You back for all the time and effort You have put into me and the patience You've shown"

"awh - hah - anything else?"

"i'm here Master because i need You, i am a whore, a slut and i need a Master, i need to be used by You, fucked, abused, humiliated, degraded.. i have no control over this, its just who i am but a slut is nothing without a Master, a slut needs a Master, i need You Master"

"awh - hah - i want to see my new toy properly, take off your jacket slut"

"Yes Master"

i take off my jacket, placing it on the ground by my feet

"now Your blouse.. remove it and fold it neatly on the ground"

All the time Your sitting behind the desk, i feel Your eyes bore into me

"carry on..."

i unzip my skirt and it falls to the to the ground, stepping out of it i bend down folding it, placing it on top of the pile. Unhooking my bra releasing my tits as it falls to the floor. The air on the room and the fact i'm stood here practically naked in front of my Master causes my nipples to harden and twist upwards almost painfully.

"that's enough.. leave the hold ups and heels on"

You stand up and walk from behind the desk towards me. Not saying a word You walk slowly around me, i stand as still as i can, i feel my knees shake as i feel Your breath on my neck, my shoulders.. You run Your hand from my neck down my back.. i have to remind myself to breath... SMACK.. the sound startles me before i feel the stinging pain of my glowing red arse cheek. Your fingers now parting my ass cheeks pressing against my hole.. Your other hand come around the front of me grabbing my nipples and pulling and twisting them hard.. You ignore my gasps and moans.. You come and stand in front of me..

"spread Your legs wide slut...".. As you slap the inside of my thighs You say " come on .. wider than that .." You thrust 2 fingers up inside my sopping cunt deep and hard.. stretching my cunt with a 3rd finger.. just as quickly as You pull them out, grabbing me by the hair and pulling my head back so i'm forces to look directly up into Your eyes You shove Your fingers into my mouth to clean, pushing them down the back of my throat...

"to warm you up my dirty slut whore"

"mmm i'm please with the 2 holes i've inspected so far cunt... that cunt of yours is wet and so tight, just how i expect, i'll take pleasure stretching it and Your mouth, well that dirty hole is going to get a lot of use, now isn't whore.."

all i am manage is a nod in agreement

Pushing my head forward, almost down to the ground You walk behind me to inspect my arse..

SMACK... "pull your arse cheeks apart.. show Your Master Your tight little hole"

After You have inspected all of me thoroughly You push me onto me knees

"i've been waiting far too long for this slut... haven't i??"

"Yes Master"

"well what are You waiting for bitch?.. "

i reach up and undo Your trousers releasing Your rock hard cock... my hand gripping the base, my red glossed lips enclosing the head.. i first delicious taste of Your precum..mmmm.. You fuck my mouth, your cock hitting the back of my throat.. i use my tongue and lips to ensure maximum pleasure.. Within seconds Your ramming Your cock down my throat.. i start to gag on it, choking for breath but you hold it there... looking down at me as i look up at You, tears building in my eyes..

"look at you, you dirty little bitch... you need this... you need to have your Master's cock chocking you"

tears now flowing down my cheeks... Your right i do need this.. its the one thing in my life i can't do for myself... its the one place that i need anyone, someone... i need a Master and i'm such a pathetic dirty whore slut that i will go as far as beg, beg to be used, to be abused by You and only You. There is no one in the world that has this control over me, that has this power over me...

You continue to fuck me face.. on a couple of occasions i made the mistake of allowing Your cock to slip from my mouth, for which i was swiftly slapped across the face either by Your bare open palm or Your wet cock...

i feel Your cock start to twitch... i sense Your close to cumming.. You pull out just as You are about to.. Your warm cum squirts all over my face, my mouth, dripping down onto me tits..

i swallow what cum has gone into my mouth...You tell me to scoop up whatever is around my face and tits and swallow - rubbing the remainder into my skin. As i'm rubbing You thrust Your cock back into my mouth to be clean and then put back into Your trousers

i look up at You as i do back up the zip

"what do you say Your ungrateful little whore?!

"thank You Master"

"AND"

"i love You Master"....

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