I've been away for the best part of the last 2 months. It was an amazing holiday and at the moment I'm finding it hard to get back into normal mundane life again but unfortunately credit cards have to be paid off so no time for slacking.
My time away has given me a lot of time to think - What is it I want from life? I'm not happy the way my life is going at the moment. I need to change everything, my job (or at least give up one of them), my priorities, the way I take care of myself. Its a really scary thought but its something I really want to do if I can. It scares me so much the very thought of giving up 1 of my jobs. Will I be able to survive on 1 wage? Am i willing to give up some of my luxury and frivolous spending? I do waste a lot of money on nothing really, rubbish. I've been stuck in a rut for a while now and I need to break out of it, I'm ready now....i think.
This song is very beautiful. This particular version is in Irish and has a very poignant film reel of some of Ireland's past and hopefully a time that will stay in the past. The english version is also available on "youtube"
Sunday, September 21, 2008
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Honey, its really good to hear from you! As one week passed into another and there was no sign of a new post, I sincerely began to worry about you. Silly, I know, but that's me for you.
I think its very brave of you to even consider making such changes. Change is never easy, is it? Maybe especially so when it is necessary to do it. I hope you have someone to confide in besides us virtual ghosts, someone who can help you navigate these times.
How's pussy doing? Are you treating her well, and is she being good to you in return?
Currently I'm stroking off to some hot porn. One of my favorites is this:
http://video.xnxx.com/video19026/Courtney_Vs._Machines
Pretty much anything to do with women getting off on machines turns me on, because it unravels them so strongly! Awesome to watch them allow their deepest desires overwhelm them, again and again and again .... Like most men, I feel a bit intimadated by such instruments, but actually its a spur to fuck women better and better. It delights me that after all these years I still find sex so supriseing fun, and in so many forms.
Any new kinks in your life? Vibes, handcuffs, well-endowed lovers? Do tell!
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